This is a blog. A blog like any other I suppose. A spec of dust in a vast and never-ending multiverse of questionable content. This one here has music, writing, visuals, and more! None of it proofread or mixed to the precise element.

I’m a bit of a lunatic, I suppose. Neurodivergent and given the great honor of CPTSD deeply rooted in my childhood. And while I’m near 50 I still haven’t mastered any of it. I have my moments. I am medicated. I read books, listen to lectures, ask questions, apply relatable concepts; but none of it can or will be a cure. It’s what I have to work with.

I found great comfort and safety in online, long distance relationships. Safety to remain independent, but tethered to a text, a call, a discord server that never closes. I’m over 3,000 miles away from someone that I know I’ll spend the rest of my life with – not at that distance, no…

That gap, however, is not closing – not at the rate either of us would like.

So I write music, gather bits and pieces of things to make video content. I’ve barely started in that latter, but its there – its begging me to exist. Exist it shall.

We were talking about social media tonight. How folks attend link trees to various platforms, but rarely connect with websites like we use to – and that’s okay. Maybe this is stay hidden away and never be spoiled, only viewable to those worthy – or so they shall believe. *giggles* Maybe this is the only thing that will ever exist here – but nonetheless – like moss on a tree – it will exist without having the be anything at all.